dec 26 2010

the day i seen a relationship suicide.

may have happened days ago at the most.

music tells me shes single.






                                                                  ~mae@heartbreakhotel~

Seasonal blend

with days till x mas im sitting here anxious

im ready for 2011....got some new concepts brewing and all of that good stuff.
the coffee time project is about half done.
mae and the viking is done.
my freestyle album is about 4 songs deep.
gamer frequencies has begun.
the 60s project is about half done.

....aaand.....there will be plenty more projects being started....my ultimate plan is for most of these projects to magically finish around the same time.

good news overall though...the creative juices have been flowing and it can only get better from here on out.


                                                             ~mae@northpole~

Creativity Kills

As a type i ponder how a beautiful thing like creativity can hinder oneself...or others......im creatively dangerous.....songs are relationships for me.....albums are children and beats......beats are females....and i lay em frequently......i apologize for your lack of understanding how my methods work......its just a different way of thinking.....i wont stop....this is my corky world and music is a victim of my surrealist fantasy.


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P.S. did i mention that this blog is my official only form of privacy......ironic for something on the world wide web to be private right?    my girl will never read this....but .....im not ashamed if she does, or any of you humans......................funny how i say humans like im not one huh?  love peace and some kind of grease


                                                                     ~mae@office~

The old Grump

ive lived a thousand lives...dont mess with me..
is it a blessing or a curse to see for miles?
how can one live in "real time" when they are living the past and future simotaneously{spelled wrong}
i can smell the alchohol drenched pores before they flop beside me to lay......its too easy...
i know you and everyone else.

the green slimy moss covered stone laughs at the rolling stones......they will get it...eventually
in the meantime i sit with my gift like im proud .....proud that you guys dont know the secrets...the gift..

yes...it is a gift in the end.
the ability to see the future is not a curse.....use it to your advantage old man...old man trapped in a young mans skin and bones....laugh on the inside....for they will never know the powers possed by those that have walked this dimension many times before.


                                                                       ~mae@office~

spittery etc.

uh they try to hate but the outcome is pointless/
when my fingers stroke the keys im a joint lit/
point is/ im a higher dude/
fire hate from the hip like i aspire to/
the bong hit i just took was a lungfull/
it put me in a place that you could never come to/
heres a letter that was sent to me from who?/
I got you stuck like the pages virgins cum too/
ohhhh that was siccnin next topic switchin/
the burner in my closet puts me in some hot posistions/
yeah your glock is kickin...but the magnum lift em/
had to have the flippin body in the bag from drippin/
im an addict with spittin/
and im actually different/
im falling off coughin off this miraculous hiitin/.............................weed


ahhhhh jus had to get some bars off.........i love to free write because it dosent involve thinking.....remember: your not ill if you need time to think, but thinking can refine what was already thought before you thought it...
haha sorry ....i had to make the end sound confusing just so i could laugh.....im projectblowed right now


mae you need to record now so get cha ass off this page aiight?


                                                                ~maedali@thelab~

gotsta

Im trying my darndest to be accepted by hamilton's label...
its not for the money but for the production, i stay feeling that his production squad could really transcend my words.
so far ive heard that the submissions are not up to par....i just hope that my songs havent been heard yet......
maybe hes gotta filter through the bad ish first.either way i refuse to be called nothing less than focused

in the end if i dont get recognized i can still sit with my head high knowing that i know my craft better than all of you....
my stuff is cool dammit haha......i may or may not be meant for that label but only time will tell



in other news......................

im off of work in an hr.
i need to pay somebody for something.
i need to make some more 60s beats.
a christmas tree wouldnt be bad.
and,,,,,i will stay making music for my pleasure for the most part....but i cant lie, im anxious about how my submitted songs will fare against the majority.

.......................until then i am being killed softly by the suspense of the whole matter..........................


                                                                 ~mae@principlesoffice~ hes off now so who cares if i use his cpu